You don't want to keep going.

No, I'm serious. If you keep clicking, you'll die. That's kind of what we are talking about, right? Death. Lazarus What else do you think is gonna happen?

In Japanese culture, 4 is an unlucky number because it is associated with Death. There is all kinds of numerology about it. Like, if you get a fortune, and the number is 44, you are cursed. It's like, extra death.

The 漢字 for the number 4 looks like 四. It's normally pronounced よん, but it has a reading of し, which is the same as the reading for 死, which means death. I think that's why it's such a big deal. Maybe that's just a coincidence.

I think about it all the time. Is she really gone?